Everything makes her sing, or so she
seems to indicate as Renbeni Odyuo sits with no air of pride around her
despite being a young achiever. As a little girl, she dreamt of becoming
an entertainer.
But
that talent of hers doesn’t seem to grow in the family, because,
interestingly, nobody in her family is into singing. Yet, naturally
gifted with a beautiful voice, she grew up singing in Sunday school,
church, events and festivals. It was probably when overwhelming requests
for her performance started flowing in for several occasions that made
her think, ‘People actually like my voice and I should do something
about it.’
However, she confesses, “I never told myself I am going to be a singer”.
But
her big break in the music world happened when she won the Naga Idol
5.10 during 2010 while she was still a student of KL Bajoria College
Shillong, waiting for her BA results.
“With singing, I can do so
much,” she states confidently as she delves deeper into details and also
remembers how the reality show groomed her personality, her style, her
music. “For a while, I forgot it was a competition because it was so
much fun,” she says, even as she shares, “I have also learnt to take
criticism after I started being there on stage...you know, it takes a
lot to be judged.”
When she got her due recognition, she didn’t want
her tryst with music to end with Naga Idol. Maybe, that’s how her debut
album “Essence”, which she fondly dedicates to her parents, came alive.
With this new venture, she is also officially a songwriter now having
written all the songs in the album herself, apart from two
collaborations.
“I’ve always been interested in writing, and was
wondering how to express myself,” she says and feels that song-writing
is the perfect form of expression in writing for her.
Renbeni is also
the Brand Ambassador for NSACS RockAware, which, she confesses, was
very unexpected. She admits that at first she had wondered, “Can I carry
this off?” But after she started the journey, she says she has learnt
so much about the HIV cause as well as about Nagaland itself. Giving an
honest comment about her tour to all the districts of Nagaland, she
said, “Those of us in Mokokchung, Kohima and Dimapur are so spoilt.”
“I
learnt about my State……go to government colleges in the remote areas of
Nagaland and all they ask for is a proper toilet, or windows……….it was
really emotional for me...in that environment I was supposed to tell
them about HIV/AIDS. But even in that condition, they need to know that
HIV is a serious issue,” she explains.
Further into the journey, she
was offered a job as Youth Consultant by NSACS but she thought, “If I
can use my music to spread the message, I can still be a part of it” and
declined the offer, which only shows her dedication to singing.
Renbeni
does not consider herself a conventional singer even as she adds, “I’ve
always wanted to be different. I love acoustic, grew up listening to
alternative rock during my college days, and waited for my graduation to
make any decision, and now I know I can do so much with singing.”
Has
there been any influence on her singing? And she is quick to reply,
“Mariah Carey is still an artiste that every aspiring female musician
looks up to. Among others, No Doubt and Garbage inspired me.”
She
aspires to continue singing, professionally, she adds, though admitting
that sometimes it is hard. “We don’t have a proper industry; I don’t
know if we have a real music industry…...just trying to sell music is
very hard. Making music is easy but selling it is hard, but I don’t want
to stop making music, and I advice my fellow musicians not to stop
because we are part of the change”, she thoughtfully puts across.
“Commitment is important. If you want to make it happen, you have to perform like it is your last,” she asserts strongly.
She
knows that there is still a lot to be done to really have a music
industry in the State even as she points out, “To have a proper
industry, it does not just take artistes and musicians but management,
sound engineering...good sounds, lights, managers, etc.” She says that
musicians outside know what they are worth, and are not scared to
negotiate the price for their shows. “It is time, people pay respect for
our work and we get paid for our efforts. Only then, we can say we are
into it professionally”, she insists emphatically.
The NSACS Brand
Ambassador has indeed come a long way. Not many people know that she did
try modelling and as a kid walked hand in hand with Miss Nagaland
Contestants. She also walked the ramp and modelled for Fashion
Polytechnic Students in Shillong and the State as well, many of which
earned her the Best Model. “This really boosted up my confidence, helped
my performance, but I just felt it wasn’t for me.”
And so, it was singing for her. She says that she would love to learn the piano and teach music someday.
For
aspiring musicians, she says, “It is important for an artiste to
perform. You need to believe in your talent and practice and practice.
You have to be versatile. You can talk all you want, people are going to
get fed up but singing sounds nice and feels nice.”